Friday, May 18, 2012

I hate my parents

I went home for mother's day, to be a good daughter and give her some of my time. I got into a heated argument with her and my father, primary because I believe in evolution and they do not. My parents ended the argument with threatening to take me out of school. Needless to say this fucking pissed me off. They believe that the universities are where socialism is bred and people loose faith in good. That may be true for me, I no longer am the conservative girl they raise and I no longer believe in a god, but I have found freedom here. My friends accept me, they accept my ideas and beliefs, they do not threaten to hurt me when I present my thoughts and ideas. I have an environment here were I have a voice and can finally figure myself out, it was here were I finally got help for my depression and it was here that I have made some of my best friends.
I feel safe here at school, or at least I did until today when my father sent me a horrible text. I sent one first, with a picture of a crocheted critter I had made, he replied with "Adorable, so since you have the free time, go to the gym". Since when is it my father's business that I go to the gym? Since when did he fucking care about my weight? My mother and her mother always make comments on my weight but never EVER has my father. I use to think he was just distancing himself from me due to that fact I'm a grown woman now, but after such a comment like that, I don't know what to think of him anymore. His remark has made me lose all respect for him.